Watching this reminded of the unique fires that burn in me, the drive I have to assist myself and humanity to make it through this transition and emerge something as new and free and ready to explore this universe at a whole new level. This seems to be the crux of everything that I do, that I create, that I co-create.

Today I was mad at my beloved because he has acted as my Web Master and he doesn’t have time to help me fix the tangled mess my websites have become. We had to shut parts of them down. Something got in them that overloaded them and made them impossible to bring up. I thought that I was being targeted to slow or stop me. I blamed him for not getting it fixed, for all the delays. While he follows his dream he doesn’t have time to help me. At the rate things get done, I will never get back online or make any progress. You see, it is much easier to blame something outside of myself, than to look inward and be willing to make changes so I can get on with my dream.

What I realized today is there must be something in me, some old belief that has done this. So what can I do? My next step is to look inside and address where I have shut myself down, where I have stalled myself. Then use whatever skills I have:

Ho’oponopono 

The Emotion Code

Rescripting, Quantum Jumping, etc. to make a breakthrough, whatever it takes. So I can get on with my life the way I want to; creating what flows through me and having someplace to share it with you. I want to participate in the daily creation of my own unique dream contribution to this world.

Funny thing I have noticed, that when I change an old belief, the world around me seems to miraculously rearrange itself to support my new beliefs. Time for me to use my “magic” on myself… I’ll let you know how it goes…

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